Category Archives: Journal

Transferring my lecture phase notes to paper has made me realize how much I used to say that, and for absolutely no reason. I found some things I missed in my notes app, and I also had some revelations today, so writing to process is the way to go. (Wow who knew that being intentionalContinue reading “Oh boy howdy”

This post should go two directions, and right now, it’s up to me to decide which one to take first. (Update, I didn’t take the second one at all. That’s ok.) Emetophobia. Something that has plagued me from a very young age, the fear of vomit seems so… commonplace. “No one likes throwing up,” “justContinue reading “The Kids Aren’t OK”

I haven’t written in about a week. Isn’t that something. I get the attention I so desperately desired, and suddenly, back to no writing.  Not really. I just like to start with self depreciating humor that is only funny for me.  Um.  Anyway. Busy busy busy, working max hours at work.  I got yelled atContinue reading

Once again, not really feeling sad, just feeling weird. Off. I think it could be because of how much time I spent on my phone today, or something else entirely, I’m not really sure.  A venomous spider just crawled across my bed, and now I won’t be able to sleep without seeing its horrifying legsContinue reading “And she’s back”

I wanted to write about my good day.  I have a list of other various things that need processed, unpacked, written down.  But not today.  Today I went with a friend to drop her sister off at the Kansas City airport.  It reminded me of leaving Washington.  But it was good.  This was quite literallyContinue reading “Good”

The title says it all, really. I’m not sure why I am making this decision. Maybe I’m bored, or crashing out (a less severe version of a spiral, for those of you that aren’t Gen-Z), or realizing that this page was made for a purpose, and that purpose is, for the most part, fulfilled. IContinue reading “The (temporary?) end of Ramblings”

Unfortunate that I’m having to use this site again. It’s a good thing all the fuss of a few months ago died down, I don’t feel any obligation to pretend to be the perfect missionary girl this time around. Now the issue is, now that I know I have one reader left, am I stillContinue reading “Unfortunate”

This could be the last one of these for a while. Or maybe not. I like this site too much to quit. However. The past week has been a confusing swirl of all sorts of emotions, and this blog as a public forum only served to make that even more complicated. Trevor has vowed toContinue reading “Hmm”

So hey again. Yeah. I just can’t stay away from writing it seems. I’m in a car riding back from Colorado right now, and it’s been about twice as long of a drive as it should have been, due to snow and fear. So that has left me a lot of time to think. TheContinue reading “Blog Re entry”

Today I started walking down the beach, and about two hours later, I remembered that I would have to turn around. That is what happened with this post. I can think of DTS without it hurting now. Although that in itself hurts in a different sense. The whole “grief is just love with nowhere toContinue reading “I just started writing”