Random – Rainy Ramblings

Turtles all the way down.

Time to write my thoughts on the book mentioned in the last post. Because boy do I have a lot of them. I already went sort of into how much I relate to the main character, Aza. This book had one of the most scarily accurate representations of what my mind looks like in aContinue reading “Turtles all the way down.”

Being Back

I am currently in the process of writing an Outreach overview post, but it turns out that I haven’t really been in the mood to process. Processing Outreach means that it’s over. I’m not ready to accept that yet. So this is “I just landed in the United States 12 hours ago, and jet lagContinue reading “Being Back”

Christmas

Merry Christmas. To myself. I live 13-15 hours ahead of anyone else I care about. Besides my outreach team of course. I was doing fantastic about “all of this” (asked by Mother, if I was ok being gone during Christmas. Answer: Fine, super busy teaching English) I am still failing to feel sad in theContinue reading “Christmas”

Sort of Snippets?

We have an unexpected amount of down time today. Alyssa is down with food poisoning (or that is what we are being told.) I think I may have a touch of whatever she has, but I’m living life. Currently listening to a video essay, reading books, eyeing my Zofran, and overthinking any sensation in myContinue reading “Sort of Snippets?”

Snippets: Extended

These are snippets from my outreach journal thus far that I didn’t expand upon in the actual journal because I write in my journal right before bed, and I am dead tired every night, so minimal details for the win. I know I haven’t been faithful in writing on this page, and I am sorryContinue reading “Snippets: Extended”

First Thailand thoughts ?!

Outreach So I’m here. In Thailand. It doesn’t feel real. Half the team is gone, and we’re overseas, and in a culture we don’t know. *** oops. I fell asleep. Ya girl was TIRED. I’m on a bus headed to our first real location. I’ve been in Thailand for about two days. Its something. I’mContinue reading “First Thailand thoughts ?!”

One of those YouTuber Apology Videos

But I’m not a YouTuber, and this is a blog. Hey new readers. I am almost positive that this overly poetic style of my dealing with my emotions was not what you were expecting when you agreed to read this. I am sorry about that, I honestly forgot what this blog was originally usedContinue reading “One of those YouTuber Apology Videos”

YWAM Allegations

When I first thought about YWAM, I went searching for people’s testimonies, both good and bad. One of the first bad things I found was a video recounting of one girl and her experience at a YWAM Base. I started to watch the video and get sucked into the comments and spirals about how YWAMContinue reading “YWAM Allegations”